The passing thought of autumn

This day I don’t know what happened but wanted to write something on autumn, however very unclear with actually autumn means..I googled it out to find the actual meaning and found the correct definition.. a rather interesting one. The dictionary defined autumn as “The season of the year between summer and winter, lasting from the autumnal equinox to the winter solstice and from September to December in the Northern Hemisphere; fall.” Whereas the other one was quite interesting “A period of maturity verging on decline”.

To my surprise I still wonder what made me think on these lines and to write on the passing thought of autumn… Was it something related to my phase in life.. which was definitely not autumn but yes it did surely mean that I am going towards maturity rather growing towards maturity… and soon if ignored the nature’s cycle would lead to verge of decline.

I consoled myself seeing the trees around and their withering leaves coz every time I see a leaf falling , I immediately spot another two small little leaves making a new place , a new mark in that tree… And that’s what amazed rather amused me that “one need not worry about the autumn in one’s life because after every autumn and every fall there is a rise Now that’s when Spring comes…. And brings in a new spring of joy, freshness, creations and a lovely, unimagined yet unique, one that is full of energy and yet surprisingly new- a change for the better.

So whenever in this morning I wondered what autumn was about-- my heart wanted to ponder upon this season which I haven’t come across ever in my hearts’ atmosphere, but at the same time it went consoling that even if u come across this season don’t worry for there’s always a spring awaiting you…Enjoy the fall for a new spring awaiting!!!

Take care

Regards,

BK

The Wait

“The WAIT”

I waited for you, until I could wait any more

And I cried for long, until my eyes started to sore

Still remember our first date, those moments when eyes first met

That beautiful nature around, and that lake by which we initially sat

Those beautiful journeys which we travelled

And those lovely moments so closely felt

Although not physically but emotionally we were so close

However tough and bumpy the path we chose

I believe in the destiny that is going to bloom like rose

But today I waited at the same old spot

Where unfortunately my eyes couldn’t spot

I waited for you, until I could wait any more

And I cried for long, until my eyes started to sore

Those moments defined us and they truly did blend

Those were the episodes and lifetimes we could spend

We were together although we were far

Felt on the top of the world, connected with that supreme power

A feeling it was, that lasted not so long

And still wondering what went wrong

Looking back to the times we spend

My heart ponds for you, could not take a defeat

It still beats a subtle heartbeat

I waited for you, until I could wait any more

And I cried for long, until my eyes started to sore

All that has gone and all that will come

Has a pleasant surprise for me it seems

And that’s the reason why gods still keeps me in whims

I am happy that I have found you again

My heart would always cherish you for that period of pain

Feel that you were the one for me

It’s the roots, branches and the flowers that completes a tree

Just as both of us as two different individuals when meet make a “WE”

I am happy that I don’t have to wait anymore

And eyes would not have sore, had I seen you before

And here you are who kept me waiting

Was it love or my patience that you wanted to test

Whatever it was… the wait was worth

But dare you make me wait so long….Henceforth.

BK

A Thought To Ponder

Long Time No..See... Thats what my blog was saying to me when I visited today...Here I have the reason for you bloga..

All these days I was actually wondering what would happen when I get all that I ever wanted..Be it the best bank job.. a real friend.. a true love.. and lots many things..(which would be too silly to describe.)

Yeah and finally I did not have to ask anyone for sharing such an experience coz this time god wanted me to experience it myself..

Frankly speaking yes this time ..like everytime he did listen to me not in parts but in whole and gave me all that I ever wanted all at once.. difficult enough to handle...all of them... I thanked him and thanked him truly for being so generous...

But the only thing I wonder now about is....Is this some kinda dream which I am seeing with my eyes open...or is it all real...

One can easily go away with dreams..coz they are temporary and do not last long but when it actually comes to reality my heart starts beating faster...faster and still faster..coz I wonder about the persistence of the reality and the duration for which it would be with me.. Keeps my mind occupied with all such thoughts which although may not matter but have a lot of matter...

Like a simple ordinary human being it starts wondering and fearing about the possession... the privilege and the duration for which it would be with...

Although happy at the initial point, now it is asking a simple question.." How long is it gonna stay?...If it aint gonna stay longer than the time you were actually behind it... what was the whole purpose behind it.. And ya.. the most important aspect of Impermance... Anicha...Anicha..Anicha.. And thats where I stop thinking and accept the world.. the pleasures and the opportunities God has given ,me through this small gifts and taking them as they are without getting attached.. nor detached..."Just as It is''....

And ya.. sorry if it seemed to be bugging.. but that is what happens.. not to you.. or me.. but everyone and anyone who actually achieves this stage.. but he just stops his thinking near the line of fear.. and keeps wondering...which isn't the case here... So do try to think on the above mentioned lines and experience the difference as I did......

Regards,

BK

The Future through the Present Road

Hello once again!!! A long time though..Thanks to the fantastic exams we are going through!!!
Finally after a long two day exam affair I decide to get back to something which interests me.. "writing"...my self out to the world.. out to myself..
I always used to wonder at things which didnt have any future yet people loved to live...especially when one of my friends told about one such relationship she was in..Strange isn't it?? Yes indeed it is... And I am still wondering n pondering on this aspect...
How can one be together in the present when they are so uncertain about their future...
But these days, it seems that life is giving some unique answers....so here are a few of them..(in case if it conflicts with your view you are free to have ur opinions n appreciate mine..)
One example to quote... Have you ever driven on a dark street to..lets say from your place to Pune by your car...Do you see the road ahead...its just black dark...n all you have is those headlight which can only help you see next 10 meters of the road...the destination n the road simply seems to be so uncertain!!!! But do you drop the journey there itself... the answer is simply no... do you worry about how you would reach there..(Yes.. but you are prettty confident that you would make it there!!! using your headlights)
The same holds true for the path.. your journey in life .. you might know the destination or worse you might not know it... Life also has given you some headlights..which can help you probably see your way..atleast each day in the form of the present...
This anecdote bolstered my friends' opinion of how you can be with the present without (may be) the future...
Its not just this but many more things in the present we tend to miss out just in the haste to reach to our destination...(we rather hasten up the process to quickly pass out from the dark) and as a result we might meet up with an accident...
So the essence comes across very clear... let the present be..."Just Be" in whatever way it has to be.. irrespective of the uncertainities of the journey or the destination....
Cover each milestone through the headlight of your present to reach the destination....
That's what I would recommend for the day!!
Take Care,
Regards,
BK

The Big Question...Simple Answer

The day was good and so was the paper..(to people who are reading new.. I have my exams going on..) but it wasn't that great...Realised quite a few things.. how much do I like someone.. how much do I want to give to her.. and many more things on the same direction...
The problem lies that whenever she's near I can't talk much rather... we can't talk much... Thanks to all the external environmental forces in the picture... and when she's not close by... I miss her immensely...
The Big Question .. Does she feel the same way...
I happened to ask her this and realised what it meant for her being with me...
Although the question seemed to be Big enough the answer was simply superb....
"Don't you realise the moment when I message you even when I am with my friends.. implies that even though I am physically with the,m but mentally with you...
Even though I am with them and seem to be happy... I really think about you.. "
I realised that after a long time I have finally found some one who treasures.. me; cherishes the each moment we share (even though we arent physically present always) and cares for me everytime even though we aren't near...
But one thing I would like to confess... It has taken a lot of harshness and pain to make me realise...this...
But thank YOU.. (this is meant for you) who despite my impulsiveness and harshness (abruptness as you say it) is with me physically , emotionally and psychologically connected...
Thanks for being there...with me and for me as always..

Regards,
BK

Finding.. the Picture..Losing the Beauty

Was just chatting with a close friend of mine and happened to discuss certain philosphical aspect of life...(which I usually do it when with her)..wherein the point of discussion was about finding our identity and getting it recognised.. Although many people ignore you.. and many a times don't recognise you...for wat you are and what you would be...But still the human heart doesnt stop it goes ahead in this journey of finding their faces in the blurred painting of world...which ofcourse God has created...They try to trace out themselves...in the picture where they might not be present...They look out for faces similar to themselves and beleive it to be themself and satisfy their need.. recognition and everything that kkeps them happy..!!! Strange but True...

And in the meanwhile while searching for the faces.. they miss out on the beautiful colors god has used.. and the beautiful picture..(non-identity focussed...) God has painted..

It holds true for Life too.. in the race for recognition..we often miss out on the colors.. that is ourselves(the way we are) and the world as it is.. but rather to place ourself.. fit ourself , find ourself..in the picture..

The reason ..yet unknown...

God...has so beautifully painted the world around with no such images in mind...just pure colors...Its we humans.. who try to imagine the shape...and size and features of everything...

The essence of the story lies.."Its rather very important to enjoy the colors(ourselves.. surroundings...evrything) in the way God has painted... rather than trying to make our own Interpretations..."

Regards,

BK

Examinations...Are they our true Evaluators

Hello all...( I know a very few people do visit the blog).. but thats the attitude you see..lolz..
Coming to the main context of the blog.. and rather the post..
Today.. just felt like talking about the examinations.. which have been another pain in our life..
I simply do not understand the purpose neither the intention nor the necessity...
And the best part is.. although the questions keep on varying the answers seem to be the same..
Was simply chatting with one of my profs.. n happened to line maro.. " Our exams and life happen to evolve and revolve around 4 P's of Marketing.." one can fill in pages and pages based on 4 P's..
When that is the whole concept.. why dont we do something constructive... and something innovative which adds value to our education system and also to our profile..
That's the whole purpose and the point to emphasise here..
We need not prove our potential by getting good grades.. but rather work for our own benefit and do something which is helpful to us rather than just filling up answer sheets and leading to global warming ( coz.. that's wat a few of my friends feel..lolz)..
It high time.. we realise the essence of working for our own benefit rather than proving our selves by gaining a few good grades and adding little value to our credit.
With this regards... I give you a thought to think...
Are the exams necessary...a necessity... coz we donot take responsibility for working for our own benefit!!!

Regards,
BK

My Placement process with Darashaw

Of lately as the placement season began , we had the first company coming to our campus yesterday "Darashaw"... A fantastic company with high on culture and values ( and high on the package too..27 lakhs for 3 years). It was a good organisation in terms of its vision, values and the work culture. They were rather very clear and focussed on what they wanted from the candidate and that's what appealed me to sit for the placement in a financial company. They just looked out for the right attitude irrespective of the specialization you belong too.. and the process proved the same. In one of the instances during GD when a topic on finanical front , they did realise the presence of a marketing student and thus without thinking for too long they changed the topic to a general one.. showing their view of providing a fair chance and proving their point.
Now thats what appeals to me , even though I could not make it to the final Personal Interview.. the Image these guys created ,with respect to the culture they follow, would always be engraved in my heart throughout.
That's it for the first placement company at my college and the experience I had (the company experience) for the internal GD experiences with my mates.. The first round of GD with the topic "number 10" was pretty decent and all the members showed the right attitude... but that wasnt the case in the next round wherein a few people dominated the GD and the rest were left... But anyways.. its life and you gotta be lucky...So it doesnt matter!! Overall , a good learning experience. See you later
Till then Take Care... and Enjoy Life Today.. for you are never aware about Tomorrow..
Regards,
BK